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Sat 22nd May

Rabbit says (10:03 PM):
hello hello
Bear says (10:04 PM):
Hello my darling Rabbit
Rabbit says (10:04 PM):
Computers and women are ruining the country.
is this true?

Bear says (10:04 PM):
really
not mine

Rabbit says (10:04 PM):
hehe
Bear says (10:05 PM):
I have the computers and tour my woman
your my woman

Rabbit says (10:05 PM):
you must be very lucky man lol
Bear says (10:05 PM):
I hope to be
Rabbit says (10:06 PM):
well so far
Bear says (10:06 PM):
Do you think my dream will come true
Rabbit says (10:06 PM):
i don't think so as much as i like it to be
Bear says (10:07 PM):
Lets start with a meeting
Rabbit says (10:08 PM):
good tart
start
lol

Bear says (10:08 PM):
yes
Rabbit says (10:08 PM):
which one did you say yes to?
tart or start?

Bear says (10:09 PM):
lol I didnt even think about that
Rabbit says (10:09 PM):
just checking
Bear says (10:10 PM):
you do enjoy being my slave girl
Rabbit says (10:10 PM):
i used to like it yws
yes

Bear says (10:11 PM):
no practice recently - you may still like it
Rabbit says (10:12 PM):
i didn't like it much last time
Bear says (10:12 PM):
the last time we met
Rabbit says (10:13 PM):
yes
Bear says (10:13 PM):
neither did I
I am truely sorry
mixed messages

Bear says (10:14 PM):
previously door unlocked and you in bed was ment to mean something else
do you agree?

Rabbit says (10:14 PM):
lets forget about it
Bear says (10:14 PM):
I am trying so hard
Rabbit says (10:15 PM):
would you feel better if we talk about it
Bear says (10:16 PM):
I am sure when we meet and talk I will feel better
I am happy to talk about any subject at all with you

Rabbit says (10:16 PM):
you are wonderful friend Bear
Bear says (10:16 PM):
nothing is you know
Bear says (10:17 PM):
and you are the light of my life
Rabbit says (10:17 PM):
oh Bear
Bear says (10:18 PM):
yes Rabbit
Rabbit says (10:18 PM):
did you see google today
Bear says (10:18 PM):
fantastic
Rabbit says (10:18 PM):
pacman
Bear says (10:18 PM):
played a few games
Rabbit says (10:18 PM):
today too?
Bear says (10:19 PM):
yes
Rabbit says (10:19 PM):
very nice
Bear says (10:19 PM):
how do you feel about me
Rabbit says (10:20 PM):
its very hard to say it
Bear says (10:20 PM):
why do you find if difficult
will it be easier face to face

Rabbit says (10:21 PM):
it's hard because i need to hide the truth
Bear says (10:21 PM):
as we both know the truth
Bear says (10:22 PM):
and we said no more lying
why is it hard

Rabbit says (10:24 PM):
i'm not lying i just don't tell you how i feel
Bear says (10:24 PM):
why is that
Rabbit says (10:25 PM):
i want to be your friend, i don't want to send you different messages
Bear says (10:25 PM):
i see
Rabbit says (10:26 PM):
do you understand me Bear
Bear says (10:26 PM):
I hear you
I dont understand you

Rabbit says (10:28 PM):
Bear i'm madly in love with you, i miss you like crazy. i don't want to tell you. i want us to be friends only
Bear says (10:29 PM):
Rabbit I am hurting very badly, I am very upset with you running to another man and sleeping with him just to get away from
Bear says (10:30 PM):
I love you with all my heart
I miss you so much it is beyond description
I would do nearly anything to have you back

Bear says (10:32 PM):
I forgive you for everything that has happened
I apologies for upsetting you

Rabbit says (10:33 PM):
Bear i feel i'm sacrfising myself by refusing to be with you
Bear says (10:33 PM):
there is no need to
I understand if you want more time

Bear says (10:34 PM):
I want to see you
I dont really want anyone else
Rabbit says (10:35 PM):
last week when i wasn't well just confirmed to me that what i'm doing is the right thing
Rabbit says (10:42 PM):
i'm not going to be well for most of my days, i don't want to drag you with me. you deserve better than sick person to be with
Bear says (10:43 PM):
You love me - we are partner, lovers - what gives you the right to dicide how I spend my love
Bear says (10:44 PM):
Dont you think it will be a wonderful way to show how I feel about you by not running away but by giving you my love and comfort when you most need it
Bear says (10:45 PM):
its up to me to decide or us at the very least
I must have some say in this after 3 years
I love you Rabbit

Rabbit says (10:46 PM):
you were never that certain about us before Bear, or that's how i felt..now when i left you want me and you very sure about it
Bear says (10:47 PM):
Rabbit I was just about ready to leave my wife for you
do you understand that
do you know how strong my love is

Rabbit says (10:48 PM):
i don't want to upset you Bear
Bear says (10:48 PM):
It is far too late Rabbit
we are well past that

Bear says (10:49 PM):
I need to see you and talk to you
Rabbit says (10:49 PM):
it will happen
Bear says (10:50 PM):
do you need a lot of time
Rabbit says (10:50 PM):
i don't know
i need to feel stronger

Bear says (10:51 PM):
go with you heart
Rabbit says (10:51 PM):
if i meet you now i'll be weak, i'll cry in your arms and agrees to everything you say
Bear says (10:51 PM):
you need me now while you are sick
Bear says (10:52 PM):
No sex next time I meet
And wont it be better to cry in my arms than alone as we are both doing now?

Rabbit says (10:53 PM):
i don't want to be cofused
i need to be certain

Bear says (10:53 PM):
you will be if we leave it a year
we both know it
time will make no difference now

Rabbit says (10:54 PM):
how do you know
Bear says (10:54 PM):
you have done your worst to hurt me
Bear says (10:55 PM):
to damage our relationship
how will any more time matter

Rabbit says (10:55 PM):
stop
Bear says (10:57 PM):
and yet I still want you and love you
Bear says (10:58 PM):
Rabbit I love you
Rabbit says (10:58 PM):
Bear i hate myself for what i did for you and i will keep hating myself for what i will be doing
Bear says (10:59 PM):
lets meet and talk
Rabbit says (10:59 PM):
will you try to convince me, will you show me how horrible i am
Bear says (11:00 PM):
no I will show you my love and forgiveness
surely you owe me that
Rabbit says (11:00 PM):
i owe you more than that
Bear says (11:01 PM):
that will do for a start
Rabbit says (11:01 PM):
ok
Bear says (11:02 PM):
you have hurt me and hurt yourself - I want to heal both of us
I dont want either of use to go through life with these gaping wounds
Bear says (11:03 PM):
I want us both to feel more whole more healed
Rabbit says (11:03 PM):
do you think it's possible for us to stay friends only
close friends like always?
Bear says (11:04 PM):
We will always be very special no matter what happens
Rabbit says (11:04 PM):
true
Bear says (11:04 PM):
if there is more who is to know
could I trust you again
I dont know

Rabbit says (11:05 PM):
do you beleive me when i tell you that i didn't lie to you
Bear says (11:06 PM):
yes absolutely
Rabbit says (11:06 PM):
and you still don't trust me?
Bear says (11:07 PM):
do you know you future actions
your future

Bear says (11:08 PM):
will any of your actions in the future hurt me
I dont know

will any of my actions hurt you - I hope not
Rabbit says (11:09 PM):
i'm sure they will hurt both of us because i'm not planning to be with you
Bear says (11:10 PM):
friends see each other from time to time
will we?

Rabbit says (11:10 PM):
i'm planning to see you
not as much but yes from time to time

Rabbit says (11:11 PM):
i want to see your sexy figure
Bear says (11:11 PM):
you will when it is
Bear says (11:12 PM):
and i want to see you health however I want to look after you when sick - that is much more important to me
Rabbit says (11:13 PM):
i'm sure one day i will be very sorry for the action i'm doing now, but in my head at the moment feels that it is the right decision
Bear says (11:15 PM):
I have tried to pursade your head
I will not try any more
this will run its course
Bear says (11:16 PM):

I hope you will not loose you dignety
Rabbit says (11:16 PM):
i am loosing own respect Bear
Bear says (11:17 PM):
I dont want you too
I want you to build yourself up
to hold your head high
to have a reason to live to fight on
to be happy
that is my hope for you

Rabbit says (11:18 PM):
i need you to stay my friend, you are the only one i can trust and run for advice
Bear says (11:18 PM):
I will always be here for you - for better or for worst that is my pledge to you
Bear says (11:19 PM):
I am also human - I hope to be perfect - but I stumble from time to time
I hope at those times you can help me
Rabbit says (11:19 PM):
my life will never be the same without you..no reason to live
Bear says (11:20 PM):
goo i am not going anywhere
good

Rabbit says (11:20 PM):
i want to be there for you Bear but i can't commet myself to even offer you
Bear says (11:22 PM):
I will just have to hope you will be there - I think of you as a brave person
Rabbit says (11:22 PM):
i used to be i'm not sure about myself these days
Bear says (11:23 PM):
I will help you be stronger
Rabbit says (11:24 PM):
i am very fortunate to know you Bear
Bear says (11:24 PM):
And so am I to know you
Bear says (11:25 PM):
lets build on this beginning
Rabbit says (11:25 PM):
thankyou Bear you are the best
Rabbit says (11:26 PM):
sometimes i feel like calling you honey, darling but i stop myself. what shall i do
Bear says (11:26 PM):
say what you want to say
Bear says (11:27 PM):
when ever you dont say it I feel you are lying to yourself please stop
I miss the intimacy we still feel for each other
if you feel say so
Bear says (11:28 PM):
if you feel sick say so
if you feel good just say so

Rabbit says (11:28 PM):
will i be sending you mix messages if i say
Bear says (11:28 PM):
we are very close friends - lets not hide from each other our deepest feelings
Bear says (11:29 PM):
its mixed messages when you dont say it
I have a very good brain
remember you said I know your thoughts

Rabbit says (11:30 PM):
do you know how much i'm longing to be in your arms
Bear says (11:30 PM):
I am ready my God I have been ready for weeks
Rabbit says (11:31 PM):
how can we be friends only
Rabbit says (11:32 PM):
this is what i really want, maybe not what i feel but it is what i want
Bear says (11:32 PM):
we can only try
Rabbit says (11:33 PM):
will you help me
Bear says (11:33 PM):
if we dont we will always wonder - always regret
have I not been my love

Rabbit says (11:33 PM):
you always been but this time is big ask
Bear says (11:34 PM):
do you know what you are asking
Rabbit says (11:35 PM):
i'm asking you to help me so you can be my friend not lover
Bear says (11:36 PM):
I can not lie to myself Rabbit
I will stick to our ground rules

Bear says (11:37 PM):
I will offer neutral advise as best I can
I will uphold your honour

Rabbit says (11:37 PM):
that is good enough, i should not ask more than that
Bear says (11:37 PM):
I will help us build trust again
I will help you forgive yourself

Rabbit says (11:38 PM):
oh Bear thankyou...i am crying more now
Bear says (11:39 PM):
whatever the outcome we will support each other in love and honesty
Rabbit says (11:39 PM):
you are great guy Bear
Bear says (11:40 PM):
We acknowledge that neither of us are perfect nor immune from bad judgement from time to time
I love you too darling

Rabbit says (11:41 PM):
i've been the bad one all along, you've been more than perfect, more than fair
Bear says (11:41 PM):
do not torture yourself
Rabbit says (11:41 PM):
i'm telling you the truth
Bear says (11:41 PM):
can we meet soon
thank you

Rabbit says (11:42 PM):
i will let you know honey
what's your plans for tomorrow
what time north sydney

Bear says (11:42 PM):
away till maybe 4:30
Rabbit says (11:43 PM):
i hope you have good time
Bear says (11:43 PM):
it will be slow
Bear says (11:44 PM):
i will take laptop
we can email each other perhaps
and text

Rabbit says (11:44 PM):
yes we can
i'm planning to go to work tomorrow

Bear says (11:45 PM):
tomorrow night free
Rabbit says (11:45 PM):
i'll see how i feel, see what time daughter going home
Bear says (11:46 PM):
hugs
if you are too tired we should not meet
I want us both to be thinking clearly and both want to be there

Rabbit says (11:47 PM):
thanks honey
do you think we should go to sleep now

Bear says (11:48 PM):
are you tired
you slept a lot today
is daughter there now

Rabbit says (11:49 PM):
she's been home all day, she drove me to menai tonight and stayed with me
Bear says (11:49 PM):
good girl
Rabbit says (11:50 PM):
son giving her money because she didn't go to work so she can stay with me
Bear says (11:50 PM):
nice
Rabbit says (11:51 PM):
she asked me today if she can work at the basketball for me so she can give me the money
Bear says (11:51 PM):
she can work there to give you 3 weeks rest
Rabbit says (11:51 PM):
i told them i am good and i got money saved up but they still offer me and check if i'm ok
Bear says (11:52 PM):
great to hear
Rabbit says (11:52 PM):
i am lucky with kids
lucky with bear

Bear says (11:53 PM):
make me lucky with rabbit
it is all I want

Rabbit says (11:54 PM):
do you have any idea how much i want to do it
Bear says (11:54 PM):
I know exactly how much
Bear says (11:55 PM):
but can you tell me
I want to hear it from you

Rabbit says (11:57 PM):
i long to be with you, i can't rest, i miss you heaps, i didn't realise how much i love you
Bear says (11:58 PM):
Remember I said a week or 2 ago how my love continues to grow
Rabbit says (11:58 PM):
i would love to be with you to spend every second of my life with you
Bear says (11:58 PM):
This is how I am feeling too
elope?

Rabbit says (11:59 PM):
we should think about it seriously
Bear says (12:00 AM):
My only request my lover, is to stay open to posibilities
we dont know the future
we dont know what is possible

Bear says (12:01 AM):
or what is not
what is a closed door today may be open tomorrow

Rabbit says (12:01 AM):
i like the way you thinking
Bear says (12:01 AM):
I always think there is a way
Bear says (12:02 AM):
short term or long term
Rabbit says (12:02 AM):
it is very possitive way but i don't think it is fair on you
Bear says (12:03 AM):
Rabbit it makes me mad when you decide what is far for me
Bear says (12:04 AM):
I will decide what is far for me - unless you think I do not have control of my mind
fair for me

Rabbit says (12:05 AM):
deep in your heart you know that it is not fair..am i right?
Bear says (12:05 AM):
please lets not make assumptions about each other
we have a deep relationship lets just ask each other how we feel

Bear says (12:06 AM):
I am very patient - you are no so much. However I think in the last few weeks you have been very patient
Rabbit says (12:07 AM):
Bear i want to go to sleep

Bear says (12:07 AM):
my darling Rabbit
Promise me one thing
Rabbit says (12:07 AM):
yes honey
Bear says (12:09 AM):
go to sleep dreamimg of Canberra or Penrith with you lying in my arms and every thing is right with the world
Bear says (12:10 AM):
no sex
just us together
Rabbit says (12:10 AM):
oh Bear, there's no need to promise you as this is the way i sleep every night in your arms
Bear says (12:10 AM):
you beautiful girl
Rabbit says (12:10 AM):
you are my lover
Bear says (12:11 AM):
you are 1/2 my heart
my friend
my lover
my companion
I am your rock

Rabbit says (12:11 AM):
oh honey my heart is with you always
Bear says (12:12 AM):
sleep my darling
Rabbit says (12:12 AM):
good night darling
Bear says (12:12 AM):
My heart is fluttering
I am crying and smiling

Rabbit says (12:13 AM):
i want you to be happy smiling always
Rabbit says (12:14 AM):
i like seeing you
Bear says (12:14 AM):
kiss
Rabbit says (12:14 AM):
your face is smaller honey
lol
i so much want to touch it

Bear says (12:14 AM):
soon we will
sleep and heal

Rabbit says (12:14 AM):
yes darling we will
Rabbit says (12:15 AM):
i heard that
Bear says (12:15 AM):
I want you so so much
Rabbit says (12:15 AM):
that was loud
Rabbit says (12:16 AM):
i love you Bear with all my being
night babe

Bear says (12:16 AM):
night my beautiful Rabbit
Rabbit says (12:16 AM):
big loud kiss
Rabbit says (12:17 AM):
got it
you put a smile on my face
thankyou

Rabbit says (12:18 AM):
oh god how much i missed you
Rabbit says (12:19 AM):
ok honey
don't cry
i can see

Rabbit says (12:20 AM):
i can feel you babe
Bear says (12:20 AM):
Till we meet in person
Bear says (12:21 AM):
feel my fingers on your cheek
Rabbit says (12:21 AM):
i miss your hands your face
your eyes

Bear says (12:21 AM):
+they are for you
Rabbit says (12:21 AM):
your smile
Bear says (12:22 AM):
I want to be a skinny guy for you
Rabbit says (12:22 AM):
you are well on your way
Bear says (12:22 AM):
I want you to be proud to walk with me
Bear says (12:23 AM):
thank you
Rabbit says (12:23 AM):
i'm always proud of my bear of who you are
Bear says (12:23 AM):
it has been so hard but I wanted to show you something
Rabbit says (12:23 AM):
thankyou honey
Rabbit says (12:24 AM):
you are very kind when it comes to me
you want the best for us Bear

Bear says (12:24 AM):
no "what if's"
Rabbit says (12:25 AM):
i love you more for trying that hard for me
Rabbit says (12:26 AM):
nearly 20 k in no time..that is very hard
Bear says (12:26 AM):
you are worth it in my eyes
may be I am blind
but all i see is you

Rabbit says (12:26 AM):
i hope i can return the favour and do something for you
Bear says (12:27 AM):
to be in each others arms
that will be fantastic

Rabbit says (12:27 AM):
one day honey,,one day
lol
good one

Rabbit says (12:28 AM):
you still smart ass
you will never change

Bear says (12:28 AM):
you need to buy me new cloths soon
I wish I can see you for 1 minute

Rabbit says (12:28 AM):
we will go shopping together
Bear says (12:28 AM):
nice

Bear says (12:29 AM):
shall I push your wheel chair
or you push mine lol

Rabbit says (12:29 AM):
you can carry me
Bear says (12:29 AM):
I will
I have lost all this weight

Rabbit says (12:30 AM):
you are doing great, i hope you keeo doing it
Bear says (12:30 AM):
for you the kilos fall a weigh
btw
my new scales are not so good

Rabbit says (12:31 AM):
oh
Bear says (12:31 AM):
I am getting them replaced
Rabbit says (12:31 AM):
when
Bear says (12:31 AM):
I send off paperwork tomorrow
Rabbit says (12:31 AM):
good
Bear says (12:31 AM):
I know for sure I am loosing just not sure of the actual figure
Rabbit says (12:32 AM):
you know with your clothes and belt
Bear says (12:32 AM):
I punched 2 new holes in my belt and using one of them
Rabbit says (12:32 AM):
soon you can use normal scales
Bear says (12:33 AM):
My jeans keep falling down
yes my love

Rabbit says (12:33 AM):
did ppl start noticing
Bear says (12:33 AM):
people say thinner in the face
Rabbit says (12:33 AM):
true
i can see that

Rabbit says (12:34 AM):
i will measure your waist when i see you
Bear says (12:34 AM):
I must confess that I had a small piece of cake and 2 biscuits this week
first time in 6 weeks

Rabbit says (12:34 AM):
you still doing great
Bear says (12:34 AM):
thank you my darling
Rabbit says (12:34 AM):
Bear
i love you

Bear says (12:35 AM):
sleep babe
I love you Rabbit
Rabbit says (12:35 AM):
night darling
Bear says (12:35 AM):
I will kiss those lips soon
night

Rabbit says (12:35 AM):
mwa

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